P-A-S-T

Today, I was just simply pressing my phone..

There is some message on my sim card..

Unexpected , that was me and Xue Ren years ago message..

The way she chat with me , I can totally feel her love..

She care about my studies , she care about my health , she care everything about me..

But lastly , she choosen her own life..

And I never blame everything , cause those sweet memory will satisfy me..

Frankly , I miss her ..

Anyway , it was just a PAST .. I think I'm clear about it !!

28-3-2009

After today went to our buddy place - "Professor" cyber cafe..
We went to drink tea at metro ALI MAJU mamak station~
We chat a lot things in there.. but.. maybe i did a fault once ..
Hoong Hoong keep name me as " speaker " ..
It really makes me feel "dulan" ..
They din even try to trust me..
My leader , Too Rong Bin ~ He everytimes oso wan "zha" me..
Anything we talk , he also related it to the one I suka..
He asked me, actually what is the problem that make I can't talk to her..
I.. really can't answer it.. Maybe cause of my jealousion?
I think so.. My buddy were right.. She din hurt me also..
Why should i giving up so fast ?
So , i made a decision.. Today night I gonna sms her..
Hardfully wait until the sky is going dark.. I did sms her..
she din reply my message.. 23.22, my phone did ring..
When i saw the message.. Freeze, will only the explanation to me..
She said , asked me can stop being a child?
Asking me why I tell Bin that is she don't want talk to me..
But basicly , I din't tell Bin about that..
She now is misunderstanding me , and I know
I will be losing her as a fren if this misunderstand never be reveal..